‘Tis Better to Give–Strategically

Hello, may i please have a few minutes of your time. thank you im a 34yr old mother of 3 children latina i was searching for help and came across your web i felt that i might have a second change to regain my joy and dreams in gods eyes were all the same i hope that your charity will be bring hope to my children and i to a positive and stronger living after 12yr of being a supported wife to a man that was ungreatful and selfish to me after i dedicated to stand by him in bad time i`ve payed lawyers 2 differents trials and won the cases me thinking in our future and how much i wanted to give my children a happy family together and buy a home with swiming pool my kids love pools, all this wasted yrs so he could walk out on us and live with someone else throughing our dreams aways like nothing to him ,but to us he meant the world we`have been so sad living in our memories my children wishing for a time machine to bring daddy home,but now he’s back in jail and this time im doing for myself and children i`’m a CNA state lic.but its been so hard looking for a job no money for transportation i been to the work source asking them for bus token in the past yr in a half to go look for employment its been hard i’ve even had to cleans peoples homes despretly to be able to get my children gifts on bithdays/holidays hoping and telling them this yr will be better mommy will have a job i dont want my children to loose hope in me ,i some times feel so hopeless but just here them say mommy we love you its going to be ok breaks my heart that so special and beautyful children i was bless with and im worth less not being able to provide a happy home or buy what hey wish for this past sad yrs help me gain a positive life style with out a father i feel im stronger than him because i never gave up on him or the obsticals that cross my path life just made me stronger women not walking out on my children even in the hardest ruff times i thank god for my parents help giving us shelter